Thursday, October 30, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: A Tale for Halloween


©A Tale for Halloween


Mimi Wolske
October 2010
Mimi Wolske-Mona Arizona™
All Rights Reserved

I
Who Is This Child?

Wind moans; eagles scream
Trees bark and crawlies dream
The moon laughs as other worldleys prowl
Coyotes listen as wolves howl
Human souls, deer, and rabbits all run
The sun hides from midnight's shun
Gaps close and nightmares grow
Shadows flock to watch the show
And then, from the night--a silhouette's empty eyes--a golden-haired child! Noise stops and frolickers mild
Mystery settles, a fog in the air
The surplus of joy is now hardly there
The air stills--stops every breeze
Animals, wind, and shadows all freeze
Who is this girl, this delicate child with eyes devoid, so hauntingly wild?
And why is she here, roaming the night without even a flitter, a shiver of fright? this girl, this child,
Should be home and in bed
Innocent tears should stain her eyes red
She should flee from the trees and glowing eyes
She should dart and dash from the critters' loud cries
But she stands like an omen, silent and tall
And the trees hardly move--not a leaf dares to fall
All is silent and still, not a flicker of life
Vacant eyes slice the scene, sharp as a knife
Then a soft little noise sifts through the air
It chills the mood by just being there
And a child's innocent giggle turns to a laugh—
It grows to a scream and that's only half!
The sun hits the dark, an explosion of light
And a delicate child runs out of sight,
A grayish-faced child with eyes of the night;
She darts and she dashes, devoid of all fright.

II
The Child Grows 


Sea sobs, ululates
Rocks groan as a fish stagnates
Ebon clouds gather to prepare for night
While bird and beast cowl with affright
Mortal hearts pounding with fainting spirits
Far away from Death’s caskets
Gaps open terrifying
The penumbra converging
Suddenly she’s seen--the silhouette with eyes of void—
Golden-haired child no longer, a pale covering—sarcoid
Hair like a mystery down her spine
She gazes pass nonexistent moon shine
The air swirls—creates a breeze
Animals, wind, and shadows all freeze
Who is this young woman, this fragile girl who grows with the night, who’s no longer a child?
And what’s that with her, sitting the night without even a flitter or shiver of fright? Is this some wiled,
Some trick or perhaps ruse?
Culpable partner? And what will effuse?
She remains, staring at the cold sea
She should depart, appear to be more chastely
But she sits and what is it she will presage?
Who will understand her or her devil’s language?
All is silent and still, not a flicker of life
Vacant eyes slice the scene, sharp as a knife
Then a soft little noise sifts through the air
It chills the mood by just being there
A woman's amiable laugh that turns to weeping—
It grows to a cry; what’s she reaping!?
The moon strikes the clouds, an expression of light
And the fragile young girl vanishes from sight,
A grayish-faced woman with eyes of night;
She is coming for you at half past twilight.

III
Don’t Look 


Drooly, gooly sounds
The antithesis confounds
Pounding shapes louder than eternal dark
Under the dead moon disembark
Sinister beings and dripping ghouls
Blanketed with jewels
From a different chamber
Seeking those who dare wander
Is it a wonder, is it a surprise
That against the malformed ebony is where she lies
This child, girl, woman with devoid eyes
Skin so pale and hair so dark—beware,
Beware—don’t look lest your vision she impair
Ominous trouble, threatening evil, presaging menace, from a distance her beauty belies
The mesmerizing, hypnotizing attraction that holds one’s interest on her fateful disguise
When cast under her spell
You forget to look under your bed…hell
Is the home to her and her inky kind
And she’s waiting for you if you’re inclined
Around the corner, behind the skinned tree
Sinister beings and dripping ghouls wait patiently
All is silent and still, not a flicker of life
Vacant eyes slice the scene, sharp as a knife
Then a soft little noise sifts through the air
It chills the mood by just being there
A child’s giggle, a woman’s laugh—it’s you she seeks
Chills spill down your spine; laugh transforms to shrieks
A deeper black dots the sky, they fly to her side
They’re coming for you…it’s half past evening tide
Run! Run fast as you dare into the lightless
Depths of disparaging gloom; there’s no success

IV
Xenobia Beasts through the Umbra Come



Xenobia beasts
Through the umbra come, and priests,
Untenable souls, make the ravens cringe
Bloodless, undead monsters impinge
On the living—they’re not so choosey—
Doomed to wander endlessly
Hideous solanine lives
Darker is she who deprives
Down by the salley sanguinaria
The pallor’s gone from the living dead with no pneuma
Behind the veil of time she watches
And any who dares to look at her blanches
With terror and will be in need of a requiem
Close your eyes tight, dare you not to gaze upon her, the aging child, girl, woman who needs your lifeblood
No longer a child, departed is the being sublime, the woman who follows is one who is rotted
Touched by her boney hand
Your life will be hers just as she had planned
Crawl under floorboards, hide in the attic
Run little one, you must not be frantic
Obsessive devotion in its black sight
Her raven will find you before midnight
When all is silent and still, not a flicker of life,
Vacant eyes slice the scene, sharp as a knife
Then a horrible noise cuts through the air
It chills the mood by just being there
It’s no longer a child’s game, she’s come for you
Hold your breath, hide your face, she doth pursue
The empty clock beats faster than your heartbeat
You waited too long, no time left to retreat
She’s taken your father and your dear, sweet mum
Hear how she calls you? Hear her necro-hum?

V
Across the Edge of Unmarked Time 


A grave in the blackness
She’s left feeling anxious
With nothing only scaly bones under
The earth, whispery voice a blur
Not quite heard; indistinct from night
And hiding from the daylight
The sun begins to smile
Shadows fade, they’ve lost their wile
And then, feigning night—a silhouette's empty eyes—the woman becomes child!
Ghoulies’ voices once reviled
Are quiet once again; fog flees the air
Still the surplus of joy is hardly there
She’s left behind sadness and death
She inhales once more her last breath
This woman, this girl, now a child returns to inner depths for another year
You know why she was here roaming the night without even a flitter, a shiver of fright, so do not jeer
The penumbra departs
But something still exists, perverse it thwarts
Passing across the edge of unmarked time
When foul monsters return once more to begrime
And she’ll stand like an omen, silent and tall
And trees will hardly move—leaves will not dare to fall
All will be silent, still without a flicker of life
Vacant eyes will slice the peace sharp as a knife
And a soft little noise will sift through air
To chill the mood by just being there
And you, my innocent little one, have not escaped
The things in the night have merely reshaped
The grayish-faced child with eyes of the night
Who darts and who dashes, devoid of all fright,
Has not departed, she’s not through
Be afraid! Next year she’s coming for YOU!


Mimi-Mona Romantic Poetry: The Goodbye Kiss

©THE GOODBYE KISS
Mimi Wolske, October 2014
Mimi Wolske-Mona Arizona™
All Rights Reserved


Crying
we—in total grips of despair
each—alone in Paradise
reluctant after a long, difficult discussion
you to sleep in your car
me to fly away home
bags packed
feeling something never felt before
never in our lives
giving
in—we kiss goodbye
fear—epic and uncontrollable
tears in our eyes, we're about to go our separate ways
Suddenly
constant flow of fear
plaguing us for the last hours
like a kink in the garden hose
races with every pulse
strong pressure builds
raging terror
vacation's end
Waiting
bags packed and
steps—a few taken forward
unknowing—can I do it
will you let me
highly aware of your fear
will she do it
can I stop her
is this the beginning
the start of something bad
the dangerous downward spiral
of not facing up to our fears
of having to turn it into something else
of losing the someone we each love
Creeping
returning—the fear we felt
reality—we will be apart
a series of ledges and cliffs
I cry out
I have agoraphobia!
Turning
you run toward me
embrace me...tightly
I'll never let you go, you cry
I'll never leave you, I sob
Kissing
we—the sweetest promise


Tuesday, October 28, 2014

MIMI-MONA Love Poetry: Love May Be A Paradigm, My Love Is Not

©Love May Be A Paradigm, My Love Is Not
Mimi Wolske, October 2014
Mimi Wolske - Mona Arizona™

All Rights Reserved

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Yes; I danced to the sounds of a different drum;
I've been mistaken and confused so many times.
Then you strolled into my world, you made things hum,
And you named my uniqueness using paradigms.

The warmth of your hugs melt my heart like a stripling
and I find purpose...it is to please only you;
all thoughts of disappointing you seem crippling
but use of inflected forms must discontinue.

I'm not a stereotypical example;
I'm not a general conception, a given
Enquiry cannot be undertaken—how dull!
I'm the lover whose devotion can't be riven.

With your presence, I've an acute wish to achieve;
I can do things now I once would never believe.

love isn't love until you give it away they say, even through a tongue-in-cheek love sonnet :)


Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Mimi-Mona Erotic Poetry: Come Back To Bed

©Come Back To Bed
Mona Arizona, October 2014
Mimi Wolske-Mona Arizona™
All Rights Reserved
  


There you stand in the doorway
smiling at me like nothing happened
come back to bed
come bother me

There you go putting me first
you speak my name, say it again
come back to bed
come bother me

There it is so obvious
there is no antidote for us
come back to bed
come bother me

There can be no compromise
if you want inside more than my head
come back to bed
come bother me

There are those oblivious
to the secretive winks that we share
come back to bed
come bother me

There is your invitation
can you feel that there's no place like home
come back to bed
come bother me

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: Never Concede

©Never Concede
Mimi Wolske
October 2014
All Rights Reserved
  


One flip flop,
discarded, lost,
defiant, in the sand
near the water, like a
recycled-Ipanema-
sandal-made-
famous-by-the-
seductively- blissful-
bossa-nova-rhythms-
from-the-1960s
casualty of a
manufactured battle,
points its open toe
towards concession

Friday, October 17, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: escapee she terror

domirno


©escapee she terror


Mimi Wolske

fled the noise—escapee she;
shadows; some imbecile
to rubble; flee she
an escapee not; would society. think?
she needed get undetected.
she. Flee? alien think? she
drinks, Helmet appears informs he
backs the actress; Mona he
sleeps… Mona appears wanting, has
his coffee. Helmet appears door,
then wants returned. Mother.
come actress coffee. Mona to him
at every hour. he was monster
a drunken rage; terrorized she convinced,
a drunken haze; friends once now
convinced was and once her and
every marriage nightmare.


A Dada Poem

Monday, October 13, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: No Alibi

©No Alibi
Mimi Wolske
Mimi Wolske-Mona Arizona™
October 2014
All Rights Reserved


It is never ending: it begins, it exists.
I have no alibi...I stole your heart
with lines written across your chest and
words drawn on your sated back...

It's the difference between being and been
you said this and I want to believe
that those who hurt us won't last
those who love us will

Love is like bindweeds
wrapping around itself
strengthening, burgeoning,
blossoming, existing, never ending


Sunday, October 12, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: Quid Pro Quo

©Quid Pro Quo
Mimi Wolske
Mimi Wolske-Mona Arizona™
October 2014
All Rights Reserved
  


Maybe I have law enforcement genes;
I can't walk passed a bakery
without drooling (read: buying) donuts.
There are red marks on my waist.
I've become the kink,
discombobulated,
in the chain of sidewalk fashion
with their flowing dresses,
rolling briefcases, and
good posture and leanness.
My pants are too tight.
It's only ten pounds,
people say in soothing, melodic tones
while whispering behind my back
and laughing: Ohmygod! Twenty pounds! At least!
Skinny jeans and tight T-shirts come in packs;
don't judge me! I prefer my chocolate extra dark.
Bag of groceries splits from the weight;
brie and cream pies and sweet rolls spill;
I trip on the curb rushing to gather them up
as a handsome, expensive suit turns the corner,
turns into me. We both jump apart;
he with athletic ease and grace;
me like a shoved, dressed hog
precariously balanced on one foot.
I contaminate his expensive press job
with my bulging blue jeans
and my rumpled, oversized sweater.
He offers me a lethal smile;
I proffer him a sweet roll—
quid pro quo.



Saturday, October 11, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: I Knew That



                                            ©I Knew That
                               Mimi Wolske
                                         October 2014



By winter, will she have forgotten my hair is white now?
I forgot her birthday
                                    Again.
Late is okay she said.
Funny how guilt works like a roadmap
Where all the cities are sleep...or less.
And the car I was driving caught on fire
I'd like to say;
But that'd be dramatic,
                                    That'd be hyperbole.
Am I not too old for that? I'm too old for some things.
I have become an origami version of myself...
Still mobile but a lot stiffer in the joints.
Loneliness cannot be cured by recognizing it;
I know that.
In a vague sense, I also know
I'm totally open to that being false.
Hey, if you don't want to die in a metaphor,
You can't live in a metaphor.
Why is it the moon refuses to take my midnight calls?
What? You expected a reward for not softening
In the arms of women you do not care about?
It's answering machine says on Monday.
                                    Tuesday: You get nothing for nothing.
By Wednesday you're ready to throw your phones
Off the top of Mount Columbia,
                                    And pray for ice,
But, with her, this could be the sort of life
Where things get smoothed over,
And you know that.
Dammit! I knew that, too.
I knew that like I know how to pant and gasp
In the middle of the morning
With the winter sun freezing my skin like caught salmon.
And so I start again.
A big part of my heart belongs to her, in Arizona,
                                    And it's like I am made of lungs
Hyperventilating to share the same air
And to meditate on her.


Thursday, October 9, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: Afternoon Delight



©Afternoon Delight
Mimi Wolske
October 2014

There's a war
inside me
and I don't know whether I'm winning or losing
Your love is
a virus
drawn to me like a lodestone —  I am infected




(painting by jessica watts)


Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: Reflections

©Reflections
Mimi Wolske
Mimi Wolske - Mona Arizona™
All Rights Reserved



Reflected in each dew drop,
the beauty of your smile.
I quench my thirst with each
and drink in your kisses.
I catch your lips with mine in
the unbroken water of the puddle;
our lovers' kiss is with lips not wet
yet soaked with desperation...
reflected nowhere, only felt.

Monday, October 6, 2014

Mimi-Mona Romantic Poetry: He Said, I'm Still Falling

©He Said, I'm Still Falling

Mimi Wolske
Mimi Wolske - Mona Arizona™
October 2014
All Rights Reserved




Still F
A
LL
I
N
G
breathless
and on fire
inside —again

Floating A
R
O
U
N
D
you, I
see your tear
ducts are dry

It's possible I'm fading.
You know, I could hear
myself growing colder,
broken in two by you.
I'm less here
then you are there;
sent to the abyss
by your unspoken love

Yes, I'm F
A
LL
I
N
G
breathless
and on fire
inside —again

Maybe it's just another
light I see that spins
colors around the room;
a blue light's in your eyes.
your dress hangs 
by my window —
and my world is
under it with love.

I'm F
A
LL
I
N
G
breathless
and on fire
inside —again

There's a star outside
that window and I think
I see it fall-ing
A
W
A
Y

I
think
it's
sending
my message
of love to you;
your smile's crashing
into my dreams —
crashing me...
five
four
three
two...
it's crashing into my life

Still F
A
LL
I
N
G
breathless
and on fire
inside —again


Still F
A 
LL 
I 
N 
G 
breathless 
and on fire 
inside —again


 

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Mimi-Mona Poetry: Sunday's Murder of Crows

©Sunday's Murder of Crows
Mimi Wolske
Mimi Wolske - Mona Arizona™
October 2014
All Rights Reserved





Sometimes, more often and not,  
I wake wondering Am I a vampire?  
Metallic taste--more than one spot--
covers my teeth; they require 
a sweeping tongue, long on spittle,
short on the blood it can taste.
Teeth clenched, they're almost brittle.
It's what I do at night, lay in waste
and nightmares of you alone,
in Mexico without me,
A murder of crows after your bone
and you cry for me as them you flee.