Saturday, October 29, 2016

Poetry: My Book Is About You — Sort of; from Letters I Never Sent to You



© My Book Is About You — Sort of
from Letters I Never Sent to You


My darling one and only,

It is only fair you know this, Babe, but I returned from a short holiday to discover just one of your precious, priceless, illegal piranhas remained.
She was missing her tail; I had to let her die.

You found me! You called! And your voice melted my heart.

Your voice peaked my desire so high, I profess I felt compelled to fall— no, to jump… to leap!— off the celibacy wagon.

Your voice made my insides tremble.

Your voice was always an invitation for my imagination to go wild. Lord knows all the pictures of happy, loving memories that flashed through my mind as we talked.

Dare I say it? All those years we were together, each time you breathed out, I breathed you in. I indulged in your tender caresses and passionate kisses… And I ached for more.

It has been too long since that night you wandered into my life and seduced my mind. Not so long I have forgotten how your warm breath of passion weakened my knees until I would have collapsed at your feet like a plate of spaghetti; except you held me tightly in your arms.

I will never forget the event when you managed to touch my soul. You “just happened to stop by” with fishing poles you made for two young girls. Then, you took them fishing. Them. You spent time with them. The three of you spent an afternoon together and my heart became eternally yours.

Perhaps the death of the sole survivor in a lonely aquarium will mean nothing to you now, and I admit it will be easier for me to lose that last piece of you since our recent talk than it was at the time she swam away into bigger waters.

I can barely stand the wait until your next call. Keep me in safe water as your loving catch.

Until the end of time, I am always
Your Love


Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved

Thursday, October 20, 2016

Fluent In Loss

Poetry in Politics is not new; neither is Politics in Poetry.

Abraham Lincoln said in a speech:
 "I shall adopt new views so fast as they shall appear to be true views."
“I stand as a witness to the common lot, 
"survivor of that time, that place,” wrote Anna Akhmatova in 1961.

If the twain ever meet
Will it be a 'twain wreck'?



© Fluent In Loss

Vomited secrets from the mouth
Of a river, dizzy from its whirling
Waltz, echo in Prevarication Canyon;
Will you ever forget how it goes
When you are singing the next verse?
When the house you exit will not?
When the “cats cradle” is nothing
More than tangled finger-strings?

Stacked plates made of paper
Mache in a calm, blue sky where
The finger pointing at Adam, who is
Thirsty for forgiveness in this
Thin-layered, cheap concrete world,
That locks him behind a door
Thick with the sins of the father,
Warns him not to look back.

Give me your tired, your poor laundry,
Your glasses half full of photos, and
Claim your life tastes like moths
Clinging to life after they crash and burn;
Clearly you lost Honey’s moon; you’re
Clueless so just pull the muzzle over the
Clownish Crows Cawing because the
Back of your hand brushed my doorknob.




Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved

(painting #1 no title by Fred Calleri and #2 Milk Run by Fred Calleri)

Wednesday, October 19, 2016

Just A Place To Sleep

From the NORTH to escape the icy cold to claim the desert southwest as their winter home, the sunny place where no one bothers to shovel sunshine in the winter.





©Just A Place To Sleep

I’m hiding down here
in the vacation trenches
trying to latch onto
a piece of higher ground
(ground without the prickly,
wound-causing cacti)
and those larger avocados;
eating salted genealogy
while bits and pieces
of time slip by;
grabbing the rope of hope
immersed in chaos—it's like
a Dostoyevsky passage,
or paint on a canvas
about life in a
retiring trailer park
by surrealist Ernst,
or a magic wand
carved from wood of holly
(hooray for Hollywood);
I continue to contemplate
the possibility of
one more taco
with jalapeño sauce
and maybe one more
glass of sangria.

Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved


Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Blood Rushes To My Head

Aristotle said that love is a single soul inhabiting two bodies. A Love Poem is actually a message of love. It doesn't have to be long; when a lover makes blood rush to your head, heartfelt, honest words can be incredibly special to the person receiving them.
"The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved; loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves."  Victor Hugo




© Blood Rushes To My Head

Your love is my plutonium and it’s
Registered to kill as sure as
Mercury through gloves.

Your air-bending suffocates me
But it is AH!, the element of
Surprise that defeats my senses.


Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved

(art: Michael Carson)


Monday, October 17, 2016

Silence Sounds Like, a poem by your Tumbleweed Contessa

Rumi said something to the effect that poetry gives the illusion of having had the experience without actually going through it. 
It, poetry, plucks at your heartstrings and makes music.
Poetry goes beyond the logic of prose; there is mystery in each one, a mystery not be explained but, rather, to be admired. 
ENJOY



© Silence Sounds Like

Silence sounds too much like you’ll be going;
Peace preys like a wolf longing for the hunt,
Serenading mocking love fragments from the past.

Autumn songs, once hidden like stars during light,
Return to the desert after summer blends into fall,
Bring winter’s chaos as if thunder in spring’s soul.

Swimming in a Van Gogh joy and red cosmic dreams,
I never wished for your hand-me-down dreams,
Your washed-out, washed-up, rented future for one.

Hail the part-time dreamer, the full-time idiot,
The lover who came with no warnings,
Conceding to counterfeit honesty……..

Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved

(art: Michael_Carson_Ginger_20x30_oil_on_canvas)


Sunday, October 16, 2016

Poetry - TWINS

From one fertilized egg that contains a single set of genetic instructions, also known as a genome, did you know it is still possible for identical twins to have serious differences in their genetic makeup? Did you know some are mirror images of each other? They have the same physical features but opposite asymmetric features. If one twin is right-handed, the other twin is left handed, a twin with a birthmark on his left check will have a mirror twin with a birthmark on his right check. They can even have hair that whorls in opposite directions and opposite teeth. In more extreme cases, twins even have mirrored internal organs, such as one with a heart on the right and the co-twin with a heart on the left - even the skeletal features may be reversed.



There they were on the screen—

Shoestrings tightly interwoven,
Tree limbs reaching out like arms,
Plant roots stretching like legs

A silent comedy of entangled umbilical cords.


© TWINS

Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved

(I am not a twin, there are no twins in my family history, there still are no twins in our family.)

Monday, October 3, 2016

Ambiguous Shades of Your Love

Real love is never perplexed, never qualifies, never rejects, never demands. It replenishes by grace of restoring unlimited circulation. It burns because it knows the true meaning of sacrifice. It is life illuminated. Henry Miller



Synthetic highways in the first folded light,
nonmusical yet rhythmic beats of familiarity,
minimalist imaginings of Rapunzel’s wealth,
whispers dancing in the paleness of moonlight,
evening paper embers becoming wildfires,
distorted photographs of conditioned responses
consumed by a wayward soul cast to the sea
and
expelled as vintage whispers in a moment of tranquility.

© Ambiguous Shades of Your Love

All Rights Reserved by Mimi Wolske

(photo: no acknowledgement provided by the site copied from)

Friday, September 30, 2016

me - a poem

I love early mornings when the rest of world is fast asleep, or so it seems, and I'm the only one awake and everything feels like a still life or portrait painting and there are no problems because it is just me, the world, and the rising sun.



me,
sitting Indian style, crosslegged,
on a turquoise sofa
in a still life called Friday,
colored with the natural light of dawn
and fading starlight,
the warmth against
the sleepy, cool skin of my hands
caused by a ceramic cup
filled with reheated coffee,
thankful and happy
to begin another day
and to experience love
from family, friends, pets, and life


© me
Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved


(painting: Daniel F. Gerhartz - Captivated)

Thursday, September 29, 2016

Tumbleweed Contessa's poem: A Trembling Balance

If you are seeking love that glitters between the fragmented slivers of previous broken attempts, take care you don't collide with the silversmith as she hammers out the truth.




© A Trembling Balance
Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved
Embryonic thoughts,
fragmented,
raw, and
provocative,
splatter the page.
Changing moods,
like tidal waves
feuding between
want and need,
demand compensatory words.
Tumbleweeds cleave to
the desert. Lo! They rush
ahead of the wind
and awkwardly
roll toward freedom.
Love is yellow and
the deepest blue,
pied with
the morning
and with the night.
My love is a trembling balance.

(painting: WIP (work in progress) oils, by Mimi Wolske

Monday, September 19, 2016

poem and more: World According to Grump

This is not about the Grump. It is about us. 
It is about the longing of some of us to dismiss a politician who scares the hell out of us as an unthreatening clown. It is us pretending a threat does not exist at all.






© The World According to Grump
Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved

deep dive into his reality
a stellar life of fear and death
rending garments
yanking out hair
smiling for the candid media cameras
sharing poorer educationfor whatever it’s worth
mistrusting lovers
learning to hate neighbors
walking between the crossfire of guns
breathing in fractured sidewalks
exhaling all the lies
eating poverty
drinking hopelessness
running out of lifelines
no friends left to call






Friday, September 16, 2016

Poetry: Wrapped In Crime

When the sounds of sexual discomfort and possible murder are heard through the hotel wall, will embarrassment make the listening voyeur flush?



© Wrapped In Crime
Mona Arizona
All Rights Reserved

Choking sounds and slaps;
That is not love. That is
Hate.
Guarded? Perhaps.
Restrained? Temporarily, maybe.
Controlled? Not when I hear
Choking sounds and slaps—
That is sex out of control
And it is coming
From the room next to mine.

Open eyes locked
On the ceiling in horror,
In shock,
In sudden realization the
Face of HATE
Would be the last thing
She would ever see,
That it was too late
To express a change of mind,
That this was her finale.

When hotel security
Pushed on the door, eyes
Rounded in surprise;
Wrapped in Crime Tape,
Holding a smoking gun,
The woman I thought victim
Stood there smiling, the
Perpetrator of
A crime of lust, smiling,
Part of a TV murder scene.

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

Under His Gaze -- a short, comedic short short


NOT ALL EROTICA IS CREATED EQUAL...


The glow in his eyes, the depth of his gaze…

I felt vulnerable under that gaze just now, exposed, as if I was naked.

For a moment, nothing else existed in the world.

“What if I say a no?” I asked him, trying not to sound intimidated by his proximity.

He stepped closer to me. 


One more move, and he would be over me. 

Ride me, his eyes said.

Could he see my face flushed?

He smiled and made a playful grab for my hair. 

I crossed my arms over my face.

His head bobbed up and down. His lips moved but he did not kiss me; no words were spoken. He never said a single word, except with his eyes or a tilt of his head. 

But, I always understood him. I always knew what he wanted.
He wanted me to ride him?

Okay.

I would.







Monday, August 29, 2016

Three Poems - The Power And Aura of A Fiery Spirit

Poetry is a solitary craft, a deeply personal experience that the poet shares with the world within the shelter and intimacy of the written page.

Poets sing for those who cannot--registering our awe, making sense of our anguish, harnessing the inchoate longing of countless souls.

Poetry can serve as our conscience, be the angels of our better nature.

The poet is artist as mystic.




© Lanky Giant

Blanket-fort architect
Star wisher
Great-Lakes swimmer
Fresh-air drunk
Alive in sunshine
Taking experience’s slow route
Passing by waiting rooms
Elocution’s student
Body-atlas artist
Life’s mysteries performer
Life’s lessons contemplator
Alien-planet survivor
Narrative designer
Author
Painter
Thinker
Contemplator
Wisdom’s aging pillar

Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved





© There’s Life After A Forest Fire
Mona Arizona
All Rights Reserved

Contemplating the end of love’s drought—
consumed by dreams of the wicked lover awakening me into
delicate, intricate weavings of extinguished candles’ endless smoke—
a lazy hand reaches for jeans robbed of blue and tugs his
scent to mine in the early morning shadows.

Love’s vulture cuts deep in night’s violet sky and
scattered stars as lust wars with the fickle moon,
and his armor, threads of a woolen sweater, entangle me in arms
of desperate desire unequaled by any of Cupid’s arrows,
quelling Rhiannon’s crazy, unwanted gift.

Burning as if we are a madman’s secret,
we were swallowed by a common compliance of circumstance, by
whispered words burning with the same intensity as syllables and pleas
stomped together in a fermented vat to feed an immense love,
sweat-chilled bodies erupt and fall entwined, sated.





© What If Words Were Liquor? 

Words climbed out of abandoned buildings
and homeless poets drank and shared what was in their souls;
they skipped fame and became the lore of folk
where warehouses full of their thoughts were swallowed whole.

Demons of charismatic lap dances
spun in my mind like spiders playing in unsuccessful webs;
the provocation of these poets' art
became the fuel of my works that their gaunt faces would judge.

Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved


Sunday, August 21, 2016

BLOGGING ESSAY -- Aliens (from outer space) Use Fear to Terrorize; So Do Bullies And Cowards

WHAT IF the campaign for President of the USA was told to people as a campaign for the HEAD of Coffee? 


WHAT IF one of the candidates used terror to frighten people and get their vote? Surely they would see through this person's sarcasm and know the prejudice and terror he preaches is real.


Can We See That No One Person Is Better?




The man asked me my favorite coffee. So there we were, 2 mugs, two different languages, even though he was speaking pretty good English to me. 

Non-English speaking people like me. In fact, I’m good friends with many of them. Many. They all tell me they are my friend.

Well, it was coffee seller & me, a probable new patron.

And a worker. The worker just offered me samples. He didn’t speak. I don’t know; maybe he couldn’t speak or maybe he wasn’t allowed to speak to prospective buyers. You know, it really doesn’t matter what the media write as long as you’ve got a handsome, young man with a cute butt waiting on you.


Well, I’m saying there should be many systems “beyond databases” to get Tea Drinkers registered by using “good management.” You know what I said to that reporter who asked me, “Is there a difference between requiring Tea Drinkers to register and Crews in Blaze Harmony?” I could only respond, “You tell me.” Am I right? Yes, I am. Everyone says so. I heard everyone says so. Or, I read it in places, many, many places.

When I saw that WOLSKE COFFEE sign, I asked for a sample. I drank the whole thing, with “mmm” and “ahhh” sound effects and eye rolls. It's true. I don't like some other coffee drinkers we won't talk about. That’s because all other coffees are bad. They’re liars. They don’t tell the truth about where it comes from. That’s the truth.

I'll never lie to you.

I own Wolske Coffee now... We make lots of money. Lots of money. And, it’s the best coffee in the world. And, I’m going to make sure we get rid of all Tea Drinker Terrorists…These terrorists don’t like coffee drinkers. They hate us. Everybody says it. They hate all of us. They want to kill every single one of us. Well, I am your voice, your defender, your protector and I promise we will get rid of every single Tea Drinking Terrorist and no Tea Drinkers will be allowed to immigrate here.

Everybody says it, but I have a judge who is a hater of Wolske Coffee, a hater. He’s a hater. His name is Gonzo Cruel. I think Coffee Judge Cruel should be ashamed of himself. I think it’s a disgrace that he’s doing this. The judge, who happens to be, we believe, AntiCoffeeism… I think the AntiCoffeeism are going to end up loving Wolske Coffee.

Ales? Yeah, I heard about the charges. He’s such a great guy. Dodger is — I mean, what he’s done for coffee, is in the history of coffee, he’s gotta be placed in the top three, or four, or five. And that includes the founding of the major coffee brokers. So, it’s too bad. I’m sure it was friendly. I can tell you that some of the people that are complaining, I know how much he’s helped them. And even recently. And when they write books that are fairly recently released, and they say wonderful things about him. And now all of a sudden they’re saying these horrible things about him. I've just hired him to be one of the heads of my campaign.

I know about money. Now I know about coffee and Wolske Coffee is the best.

My competition has somebody — did you ever hear of Geronimo? He said he was an Veegun Native American. We have these surrogates, people like him — failures, total failures. Goofy Geronimo has done less than any Tea Drinking Representative. He’s worthless. Everyone says it. Worthless. They’re all worthless. We’re going to get rid of all of them. It’s going to be a totally Coffee Drinking representation. Thank you. Thank you.

I know. I read what they said. That I had Muchacho do exercises that including him balancing a weighted ball with his feet while wearing speedos and in front of dozens of media. Well, to that, I will plead guilty. But, he weighed 145 pounds and then he went up to 230 or 250 pounds, so this is somebody who likes lots of sugar in his coffee to make it taste like Wolske Coffee.

There's no room for other brands and I promise I will ban all other brands of coffee from entering the US.

And, and…my opponent is playing the man card. If he were a woman, I don’t think he’d get five percent of the coffee traffic I do. He wants tea drinkers to live with us coffee drinkers. Well, I’m successful in this business arena. I’ve made millions…and millions. And the beautiful thing is that men don’t like him, Okay? Everyone tells me that. And look how well I do with men. They want me to debate him. But, I won’t. ‘Hell-ooo! Good Wolske to Ghoad Kegyn Mello: You’re a lightweight “tea” totaler’. You could see there was tea coming out of his eyes, tea coming out of his wherever. He’s biased against me. You saw it; right? He says he can, well, “schlong” me in a tea-coffee battle. How Crude! How Vulgar! Like I’d ever let him get near me. Like he could possibly get near me. He’s just vulgar, folks. Vulgar.

Non-coffee drinkers, let’s say, who buy Raisin tea, will not be tolerated. When was the last time anybody saw us beating, let's say, Raisin in a tea-trade deal? They kill us. Raisin negotiators; when these people walk into the room, they don’t say, ‘Oh hello, how’s the weather? It’s so beautiful outside. How are the Yankees doing? They’re doing wonderful, that’s great. They say, ‘We want tea deal!’ I beat Raisin Countries all the time. All the time. Thank you.

I promise you this. I’m building a wall to keep all the murdering and raping Teaists out. We’re going to build “a great big wall” along the U.S.-Teago border to prevent further illegal immigration. And who’s going to pay for it? Teago! Right. Right. Teago is going to pay for that wall. And here’s another thing I’m going to do. I promise there will be a mass deportation of undocumented tea guzzlers and I’m calling it the “Operation Teabag” program. Sadly, the overwhelming amount of violent crime in our major cities is committed by black tea guzzlers and coochy-coos who come from across that border – a tough subject – must be discussed.

Recently, at one of my Wolske Coffee rallies, I was telling the coffee drinkers how black tea guzzlers kill more people of all other drinkers. Everyone says so. Or, I read it in many places, many, many places. In fact, black tea guzzlers killed 81 percent of coffee drinking homicide victims in 2015, when this black-tea-drinking-lives-are-important protester began disrupting me by shouting that slogan. To keep order, I had to tell my security to “get him the hell out of her, will you, please? Get him out of here!”

I want your vote even if you DON'T drink coffee. You see, I don’t show favoritism. No. That’s bad. Bad. But, I promise you, I’m going to

MAKE COFFEE GREAT AGAIN!

Thank you. Thank you.

lol -- I was being sarcastic. That's all. Everybody knows it. They're all laughing. But, some people don't understand sarcasm.



I Believe United We Stand,
Divided We Fall.



Friday, August 19, 2016

BLOG: It's A Fiona McVie Interivew of the Tumbleweed Contessa and a poem

Fiona McVie interviews writers and she interviewed the Tumbleweed Contessa.

To enjoy ramblings, an excerpt from a soon-to-be published mystery, some of Tumbleweed Contessa's favorite musical pieces, and more, just click this link: http://wp.me/p3uv2y-59L

When you return, here's a poem...


© dIFFERENT pEOPLE, dIFFERENT cLOSETS 

Raze the garden walls…
There’s no gregarious rock…
Such a barrier appalls,
Though some may not squawk.

Drain the sky of stars,
When they’re meant to conspire
And keep themselves afar
In a midnight quagmire.

A hurricane could not
Open the safe of jewels;
For even Ra has naught
To hold back life’s spicules.

Who is it who ignores
The feints outside the window,
The plea that implores,
An imprecation held in escrow?

Forced amnesia flaunts
False trust; despair hovers at the edge
Of the lie as it daunts,
As it holds like a kedge.

Rubies mingle with coral,
In the jewelry box of friendship,
Waiting for the master, a fickle
Lover in a dreamer’s courtship.

I look for a sublease—
So, everyone, raise your goblets,
And for the sake of peace,
Different people, different closets.

Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved


Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Poetry: Present and Past Lovers Under Glass

Just as love and hope are renewed,
I wanted to make the poetry share the same maturity. 
So, here is the same poem...
Lovers Under Glass 
and,
Lovers Under Glass Part Deux






© Lovers Under Glass — Part Deux
updated 2016
(Original, May 2013, below)

The street cries for lack of courage when
The sun kisses the lake all too soon
And the moon makes another escape
From the thickening broth of goodbye.

After drinking liters of love, they occupied space on the fence and summoned the fates to make the impossible decision.

Gentle, warm breezes will whisper memories of
His humor through the saguaros of desert for one,
Turbulent seas of crowded busses and reciting
Her poetry to the cosmos for the other.

Bumps in the roadmaps,
Unraveling tug-of-war ropes,
Cleaving the saddest of happy days…
A paradox of intermittent constant love, 
A mantra of hellos and goodbyes,
The pulling of the tide to a greater depth,
A falling star carrying a thousand wishes;
They were the perfect balance—once a year.

Mimi Wolske
All Rights Reserved




The 2013 version of:

Lovers Under Glass

The sun sets late but all too soon
on the last night at the lake.
Doesn’t it always meet the
Horizon too quickly the last day
We have together?
Here we are, a different
Cabin, a different lake,
But the same sun closing
The day as we embrace
With sorrowful regret
For tomorrow’s parting.
Within my heart remains
Memories of everything
Said and done, nothing
Not tried or left unspoken.

Grasping this last night’s
Opportunity, not
Knowing what it is we’ll
Take, yet appreciative
Of the adventure sought
And found. What part of what
was grasped was beyond our reach?
Or, was there a part? Is there
Anything beyond reach
Except time? Does not
Every thought forged lead
Us gaily forward? Is not
Every thought a safeguard’s
Release of sensibilities?

The very sight of you when
I arrived captured me, slowed
My attention to each detail
Of the way you move,
The power of you, the
Slant of your smile, the
Desire for me behind
Grey eyes that sped arousal,
Eroticism that
Refused to be rushed
Yet that couldn’t be met
Quickly enough for us.

Shared plans forgotten the
Moment of embrace, the
Moment lips touched tenderly
In greeting, in the instant
Two hands clasped as though
In contractual agreement
Of the awaited concert.
Roses! A delightful,
Unexpected, romantic
Surprise that sent a rush
Of anticipation
From the promise carried
By a dozen stems
And each individual
Velvety, scarlet petal.

I think we’ll miss the way
The water shimmers like a
Rhinestone dress in the sun;
The way the woodpecker
Tapped his bill on the tree;
The surprise of deer tracks
Across the Sandy Beach;
The astonishment of
The cougar spotted hidden
Partially among the trees.
More than any of these,
We’ll feel the loss being
Enthralled by dueling
Tongues, gooseflesh raised by hands
Trailing paths over naked skin,
My furled nipples made harder
From attentive suckling,
Your hardened erection
Blinking out a drop when
It hungrily pressed
Against my thirsty slit.

Enraptured, quivering,
Trembling, thrilled with each touch,
We couldn’t wait for a
Darkness that wouldn’t occur
As the hours of daylight
Lengthened this time of year.
Impatient, the sofa
Became the fourth bed
In this three-bedroom cabin.
Longing intensified,
Craving each with passion
Stronger than an animal’s
Need to rut his mate in season.
It was like creating
An erotic tale and we
Laughingly, playfully titled
Our sexual antics
In The Acrobatics’ Bed.

Exhausted, sated, needing
Oxygen like a falling
Hot-air balloon needs
Heated helium, we pant
For surcease not given but
Seized. As the room slows,
When the spinning halts, our
Bodies, covered in sexual
Perspiration and clinging
To each other, take notice.
Spent, drained, exhausted, we
Recover in sleep. Then,
Beginning with the early
Rising sun, we never
Dare to linger over
The discovery of
Your early arousal.
Unexpected as snow
In May, we exercise
The many positions
Until satiated over
And over, too many
Times to number, we find
Morning moved into noon.
Languidly spent reading,
We renew spent energies
In lawn chairs stretched in the sun.

We do not rebel against
Compartmentalizing
Sexuality as merely sex;
We understand from
Experience over
The years that emotions
Are more than pigeonholing.
After time in the canoe,
Or over horseshoes, or
In a crowded restaurant,
Didn’t we anticipate
What was planned to happen,
What we discussed about
Changes that occurred over
These years, expectations
For the future, and
For what could take place
Between us beneath the quilts?

Our eroticism pays
Attention…notices
Every fold, every
Texture, every scent,
Each nuanced gesture with
A wink of delight. Our
Eroticism is
Neither whip nor whisper
On their own; it remains
A lingering of our
Attention to the way
Either one or both strikes
Our senses. Then, lying
In bed until our morning
Shower and noticing
Where pleasured skin incites
Us to let the water fall.
Carefully, we listen,
Touch, taste, smell…cease
For a moment to note
And having noticed, promise
Where love is held in trust
It will remain secure.

Knowing it is about
To end, I bow my head
Under your affectionate
Touch. It’s difficult to
Be adult when someone
Loved must go away, when
We lovers under glass
Must return to the point
Where it began, and so,
Like a child, my tears
Plunge internally not
Wanting to spoil the time
Left to share happiness,
Not wanting you to see
How my heart breaks knowing
We return to separate
Homes, to separate lives.

It isn’t a solitary
Note but a symphony
Of love’s euphonic song
That plays as we pant
One last breathless sigh while
Clinging to each other
Under the disappearing
Sun’s final rays of warmth
This last night together
In our cozy cabin
On the lake’s edge.
There is reluctance
For the end of our
Quick-silvered days and nights
While anticipation
For love’s futurition
Burgeons and grows and
Is protectively locked away.