Johnson
©Mimi
Wolske, December 2013
All Rights Reserved
"What if I sued you? Huh?"
"Go ahead. I passed that serious rite of passage before
my twenty-third birthday."
He knew I wouldn't. He knew I couldn't.
I just don't have the kind of money to battle someone like
him in a court of law. His lawyers would be offering all kinds of deals to my
lawyer, who in turn would strongly suggest I take the offer.
Johnson sat facing the window; the light from the
late-afternoon sun came through slightly ajar blinds and sliced parts of his
body, giving him a surreal photographic appearance. I watched as he inserted a
replacement nicotine cartridge into his electronic cigarette.
He assured me it was safe; how could it be safe if it was
still nicotine? I didn't waste my time asking him for proof. He wouldn't have
any. I wouldn't be able to change his mind.
He turned it on, took a drag, and exhaled vaporized poison
into my air.
He didn't cough. I appreciated that.
I didn't cough. I appreciated that more.
"So, who is it this time?" I asked.
My back was at the window as I sat across from him sipping
my Green Fairy, assured by the FDA it was safe. I would never see the tulips
associated with Oscar Wilde's hallucination of seeing them on his legs as he
walked out into the morning light after a night of drinking absinthe in a local
bar. I wondered, as I sipped, if that really happened or whether to chalk it up
to creative license. Seven years ago, the United States lifted its
one-hundred-year long ban on Absinthe and provided that it was free of the
poison thujone.
"Jeanette."
"You mean the one you introduced me to last
month?"
"Yes, her."
"Seriously. You're saying the woman without any
arms?"
He nodded; his mouth was being vaporized by electronic
smoke.
My fingers caressed and stroked the stem of my glass. Was he
serious?
"Are you serious?"
"Yeah. What's wrong?"
"Well, there's a problem."
And, oh, what a problem.
He adjusted himself on the seat of the chair and scratched
behind his ear.
"What problem? You think it's too soon or is it because
she sells her services."
My hand stopped stroking.
"Well, there are those. But, no, that's not what I
meant."
My name's Hattie J. I'm a divorced, forty-three-year-old
prosecuting attorney on Johnson's retainer. I live in a high-rise condo, work
one case at a time, seldom date, and am the mother to a handsome, intelligent
high school senior.
Johnson always paid my monthly bill on time. I could more
than easily live on such a sum of money. It was more than my annual salary as
an attorney. Last year, after two months of agreeing to be his personal
attorney, I did a financial investigation on him. Graham Walter Johnson the Third
inherited more money than Croesus could imagine existed.
What I liked about working with clients who came from old
money is that if you didn't know who they were, you would never know they were
mega rich. Their furniture sags and they don't apologize; they call it
fashionably comfortable. They'll order a hamburger and enjoy it as much as anyone
they are dining with; or at least seem to. They're too polite to let on they
are pretending.
What I liked about having Johnson as a client is the one
thing he didn't do...talk or complain about the price of anything or how much
money he had. He explained that he (and other wealthy society names often found
in media print) was taught from the time he could remember that it was 'gospel'
to never discuss his or his family's or anyone else's money. It's not polite to talk about it. More than
impolite, it's inappropriate. It's tacky. It's like there's this big taboo always lurking under the surface,
he told me once.
I supposed that was why he was also reluctant to talk about
his background when we first met. Johnson, like my other clients, had more
public recognition than he wanted and had very little to gain by receiving more.
Since knowing him, he, on various occasions, offered me his
candid perspectives on subjects ranging from life's philosophies and trust
funds to prenuptial agreements and career choices, ultimately, and more
recently, revealing his struggle (common to his wealth peers) to discover is
own identity. He knew he would never be able to level the playing field between
what he inherited and what others did not have no matter that he donated
millions to charities each year.
His grandfather had sunk himself and his family into the
kind of problems mastered only by the very rich; ugly estate battles, bitter
divorces, brutal publicity, and family ties undone by business rivalries.
"My father told
me," he said one day, almost as a confession, "that I could do whatever I wanted. He said I could even be a pro
golfer...'As long as you do something.'"
Well, that satisfied one of the questions I had about the
peculiarities of my clients, especially Johnson.
"So, I won't, I
cannot, give you an actual figure, but I'd say, in attainable assets, the
figure would be around thirty billion. And, that's estimating low," he
said sheepishly, almost apologetically, once he opened up and began expelling
all sorts for rules he, the rich, had to learn to live by. "But, let me add that I was also told that if I didn't go to
college, at least earn some college credits, and work, I would get
nothing."
That answered another unasked question, and with what he was
paying me, I was going to work to the best of my ability and I wasn't going to
question or challenge him.
"You said the same thing about Juan. Remember?"
The blue light at the tip of the electronic stick in his mouth brightened as he
inhaled.
I remembered.
"The Hispanic little person who wanted a house and
furniture that was designed and build for his size was one thing, but—"
"Never mind. I know the rest. It's the reason he was my
fifth..."
He paused as if he were trying to find the correct word
choice.
I offered one. "Victim?"
He couldn't hold back his bark of laughter. I smiled, took a
sip of my green liquor, and watched his vaporized smoke rise over the table.
"You refused two times before you finally agreed to
take care of number four," he said.
"What are you planning to do? Enumerate?"
"I can...we can, but I guess that would be a waste of
time."
Nervous, wondering if he expected me to describe how I took care of the others again, I stood
and walked into the kitchen. My fourteenth-floor condo slash apartment had an
open floor plan, so, if he turned one hundred eighty degrees, he could observe
me opening the rippled-glass cabinet door and remove the decanter of absinthe
and refill my glass.
"Look, Johnson, it's getting late. My son will be home
from his tutoring job soon. Just tell me; how do you want it done this
time?"
"I'll come another time."
I brought my glass with me back to the table. He liked
sitting at the table. Said sitting at a table and talking reminded him of his
visits to his grandmother. When his grandfather divorced her, he left her with
no money, so she was poor. Not destitute, but maybe part of the working middle
class he thought.
"Like hell. Just lay it out for me. If I have
questions—"
"You'll ask. I know. But, Jeanette is different and I
want to talk to you about her so you will understand and not doubt my sanity
this time."
"I like that. When have I ever doubted you or your
sanity?"
I knew the answer. Every time he came to me with another
name.
"Every single time, Hattie. Every single time."
I learned to censor my words sometime around the age Johnson
learned he was rich. I did doubt his sanity. What did he expect me to do? Drop
it around her neck?
"What do you want me to do, Johnson? Drop your physical
apology around her neck on your yacht just before I drop her overboard?"
"Don't be crude!"
It was crude.
"Well, she doesn't have arms or hands or anything to
accept the satchel full of a million dollars I will offer her just
before..."
"Your imagination is too limited."
"And your time is just about up. My son will be home
any minute and I know you didn't forget."
He ignored me. Naturally.
"I never knew I was rich. That is to say, growing up in
the country, I thought everyone was had the same things we had," he said.
"Mom and dad never sat me down and said, 'You're rich.' Truth to tell, dad
never told me about his inherited wealth at all. I only became conscious of it
by the way people treated me."
He paused, toked on his electronic, vaporized nicotine, and
let his chin fall to his chest. He sat that way for a full minute.
Quiet.
The air undisturbed.
I didn't interrupt his thoughts. Eventually, he continued.
"It wasn't my
money. I didn't have money. I was just a kid. But, once the other kids in my
class read my dad's name in Forbe's
magazine, in a list posting the wealthiest in the U.S., and realized who I was,
they treated me differently. That's when I found out my dad's secret. That's
when I learned people with money don't discuss their money. So, I couldn't
defend myself. I couldn't defend my dad."
He turned off his electronic poison stick and looked me
straight in the eyes.
"Because of how I was treated then, I think it's why
the major qualities I look for in a friend are sincerity and trust. There's a
lot of insincerity and mistrust out in the world. I never saw it until I was
older, but it was there. I was sheltered from it."
His monologue halted and he chuckled and shook his head.
"Johnson," I said, "it's getting late. Can we
do this another time?"
He heard me. He refused to look at me, as if I were his
therapist or someone like that; and then he began again. I listened.
"My mom always told us we were just average people. Maybe we're even poor, she would say.
And, we never got a whole lot of presents for birthdays or Chanukah. She would
poke her index finger at my head, when I was a teenager who finally knew we
were rich, and she'd say, If you ever
lose it all, then all you have is this? Do you understand what I am saying to
you?"
Shattering my thoughts, the reporter, who sat taking notes
even though he was recording our interview, continued to ask his questions.
"Wouldn't you say," he asked, "that the way
Mr. Johnson
was murdered was influenced by jealousy? That the murderer was angry because
of what he was, because of what he did?"
"No. I wouldn't say that."
Two days after he died, the world woke up with the news that
his corpse was found face down next to his bed in the country house where he
grew up, some fifty miles west of the major city. My son saw it broadcast on
his iPhone application and came knocking on my bedroom door. Mom, he called, your friend Johnson? They found him dead.
It was true. He'd been conscious enough to reach for the
phone on his nightstand and dial 911 when he was probably startled to wake up to
find his innards lying where his belly should have been. Who would have guess
that Jeanette had manipulated her lesbian lover into being the 'hit man'?
The following day, the second-page
story carried those details intentionally left out of the high-profile murder;
the investigators who arrived at the scene could clearly see an swastika carved
into the skin on the back of his neck...indicating his murder wasn't just a
hate crime; it was ritualistic.
"So, what can you tell me about this Jeanette?"
the interviewer asked.
I picked up the electronic cigarette Johnson had left that
last day, remembering the lonely man who didn't know who to trust. He was right
to be leery of that woman. Jeanette was not a woman to ignore.
Johnson hadn't ignored her. He'd given me my instructions. I
knew what was needed and that he wanted it handled as quickly and as discreetly
as always. I planned to call on the armless prostitute a week after receiving
my instructions. It was all pointless now.
Glancing at the seasoned newspaper reporter, I said, "I
think you have enough."
Johnson hadn't had enough...not of life, anyway.
He died never knowing what he could have accomplished, what
he did accomplish, and never knowing there was one woman who loved him...even
if all the people I had to pay off once they learned who he was and vowed to go
to the scandal sheets and tell everything if he didn't give them money.
The interviewer turned off his recorder and gathered his
things together. "Thanks for your time."
"Let me add one more item of import before you walk out
the door."
He gave me a questioning stare.
"Johnson used his inherited wealth to make a
difference. Not just for the few I mentioned that the attorneys never knew
about, but he also invested a great deal of his wealth in medical research that
most of the population of the world will benefit from. He left the majority of
his wealth to scientific medical research."
